What I'm experiencing

social fears

offending someone/not saying something when someone else gets offended

overly passive

want to be a nice person

but must fill in the edges of my personality, what I will not allow. not mean but what I will not stand for the right way

Offensive behavior against someone (food service ) inconveniencing someone.

Someone else offending me

I don't know what to say

I don't trust my instincts.

Possible cause and effect situations.

Dreams

dreamed of having to evacuate towards morilton. I didn't have my map in my tracker. I remember thinking I have to get to danville to my parents. I woke up and moved my map to my tracker.

puppy choking...must do floors. Trent tinkers w these e cigarettes wires

Contamination

Ebola

Trents first stop on the way home is Dallas

Airport plan

don't touch anything. be proactive

use toilet seat covers

don't touch anyone

stay away from sick people

Anderson Tsa's questions honestly

pray long before you go

Trent has two more airports to pass though

do any of them travel?

are they in other airports?

person was traveling and exposed to some 100 people.

Not scared of dying

Lisa

they are exposed to their friends and family

possible addiction

Subtopic

struggling with work demands

I am paid to and expected to act peppy.

say things I don't believe or want to say

I feel like nothing in my brain is secret. like I've been picked clean.

don't know what to say to my cms

overly passive

want to be a nice person

but must fill in the edges of my personality, what I will not allow. not mean but what I will not stand for the right way

scheduling

Not spontaneous

schedule each person in

Fear of Death

Friends

Courtney

Who else would love me and understand me like her.

Family

Mom

I would have to be the responsible one

ppw

ins

Dad

ppw

ins

Trent

What would I have to do?

I would have to be the responsible one

Subtopic

inferiority

don't want to cost anyone anything

I want to be like my aunt

transference

important relationship

Mark

scared I missed the signs of suicide

scared I will miss it again in others

sorry all the time

scared I'm going to drive someone there

someone that reminds me of him, I like quicker than someone I do not

guilt

In relationships

scared I missed the signs of suicide

scared I will miss it again in others

sorry all the time

scared I'm going to drive someone there

anger

from bullies. not forgiving them. apologize to each one. in some way I did it too. Just they hit me first.