What I'm experiencing
social fears
offending someone/not saying something when someone else gets offended
overly passive
want to be a nice person
but must fill in the edges of my personality, what I will not allow. not mean but what I will not stand for the right way
Offensive behavior against someone (food service ) inconveniencing someone.
Someone else offending me
I don't know what to say
I don't trust my instincts.
Possible cause and effect situations.
Dreams
dreamed of having to evacuate towards morilton. I didn't have my map in my tracker. I remember thinking I have to get to danville to my parents. I woke up and moved my map to my tracker.
puppy choking...must do floors. Trent tinkers w these e cigarettes wires
Contamination
Ebola
Trents first stop on the way home is Dallas
Airport plan
don't touch anything. be proactive
use toilet seat covers
don't touch anyone
stay away from sick people
Anderson Tsa's questions honestly
pray long before you go
Trent has two more airports to pass though
do any of them travel?
are they in other airports?
person was traveling and exposed to some 100 people.
Not scared of dying
Lisa
they are exposed to their friends and family
possible addiction
Subtopic
struggling with work demands
I am paid to and expected to act peppy.
say things I don't believe or want to say
I feel like nothing in my brain is secret. like I've been picked clean.
don't know what to say to my cms
overly passive
want to be a nice person
but must fill in the edges of my personality, what I will not allow. not mean but what I will not stand for the right way
scheduling
Not spontaneous
schedule each person in
Fear of Death
Friends
Courtney
Who else would love me and understand me like her.
Family
Mom
I would have to be the responsible one
ppw
ins
Dad
ppw
ins
Trent
What would I have to do?
I would have to be the responsible one
Subtopic
inferiority
don't want to cost anyone anything
I want to be like my aunt
transference
important relationship
Mark
scared I missed the signs of suicide
scared I will miss it again in others
sorry all the time
scared I'm going to drive someone there
someone that reminds me of him, I like quicker than someone I do not
guilt
In relationships
scared I missed the signs of suicide
scared I will miss it again in others
sorry all the time
scared I'm going to drive someone there
anger
from bullies. not forgiving them. apologize to each one. in some way I did it too. Just they hit me first.