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"You ain't try" Kendrick being very blunt and honest
As a coping mechanism, Lamar decides to act as though a solution to his problems would be suicide.
"Shoulda killed your ass a log time ago" extremely harsh and critical
Thinking about suicide when Lamar is struggling to realize all of the things he has built for himself
The world know money can't stop a suicidal weakness "is again a very harsh point
Refusing to get help in order to keep his image, is holding Lamar back and in turn creating his inner critic to become more harsh.
Developing that feeling sorry for yourself mentality, instead of trying to grow from his decisions and commend himself for who he has become.
"You ain't no friend" is harsh and straight to the point
The guilt of not being there for his family and community starts to weight Lamar down, as he continues to get aggressive and emotional towards himself.
Repression
The fact that Kendrick is aware of his depression but hasn't brought himself to get help shows that Lamar is repressing his feelings and not letting them "breathe" out into the open. Because of this, Lamar is struggling even more because he feels alone on top of all the other things he feels.
Conscious
Acknowledging that he is depressed shows that Lamar is aware about how he feels. He understands that he is struggling to live a happy and fulfilled life and embraces it instead of pretending like it's not happening
This setting gives the audience a feeling of depression and hopelessness. Lamar locking himself in a hotel room, while he drinks and cries out his emotions gives the audience a very unsettled feeling.
Cleaning ladies who come around for "house keeping are usually only found in hotel rooms. Another thing to note is that house keeping usually comes in the morning, which means the fact that Kendrick wasn't opening the door may have been because he wasn't able too.
Id
In this instance, we could see that Kendrick's Id (his personality) is one that is very negative, fearful, and depressed.
Neurotic Anxiety
"God himself will say you fuckin' failed. You ain't try" represents Lamar experiencing negative consequences and in turn failing to move beyond them. The fear of failure has overcome Lamar and he has accepted his life to be viewed as a "failure."
Superego
Lamar recognizes that he could've done more to support his brother "in his brother's last moments alive." The guilt of his brother being gone and his values of family trigger Lamar to start criticizing himself and hating himself for feeling like he could've been a better brother.
Ego
Refusing to acknowledge the way you feel is a representation of one's decision making ability
Lamar is finding it difficult to accept his own reality. Instead of understanding and seeking for help in his struggles, he buries the brunt of it on his own shoulders. This could be a representation of pride (as it's a common world stereotype that men aren't allowed to be emotional).
Comping with the use of alcohol shows that Kendrick is still immature when it comes to dealing with his own world issues.
Regression
Childish like behaviour in the way Lamar is coping with his feelings (blaming himself for everything(negativity), drinking (which we see more of towards the end of the song), and threatening to end his life.
Displacement
All of Kendrick's anger is directed towards himself as he looks for someone to blame for all of his problems
Moral Anxiety
Anxiety also ties to depression (Anxious thoughts are what cause people to develop depressive thoughts)
Struggling to accept the reality of his life, as a reaction Lamar starts to blame himself for the position he is in today